About the song
Released in 2000, “If I Could Only Fly” marks the 50th studio album by the renowned American country singer Merle Haggard. This album represents a significant moment in Haggard’s career, reflecting both his resilience and artistic evolution after a challenging decade. Reaching number 26 on the Billboard Country Albums chart, it stands out as a testament to Haggard’s enduring talent and dedication to his craft.
The title track, “If I Could Only Fly,” is a poignant cover of a 1979 song originally penned and recorded by Texas songwriter Blaze Foley. Haggard had previously collaborated on this song with Willie Nelson in 1987, and their duet version had modest success. The 2000 rendition, however, allowed Haggard to revisit and reinterpret the song with a fresh perspective, showcasing his deep emotional connection to the material.
The 1990s were a turbulent period for Haggard, both professionally and personally. He faced financial struggles that culminated in bankruptcy in 1993 and experienced conflicts with his record label. Despite these setbacks, Haggard made a comeback with “If I Could Only Fly.” This album was his first release under the independent ANTI- label, marking a new chapter in his career. It was well-received by critics and fans alike, praised for its honest and heartfelt songwriting. The album’s success, peaking at number 26 on the Hot Country Albums Chart, was a noteworthy achievement for Haggard during this period.
The album features “Think About a Lullaby,” a track co-written by Haggard and his wife, Teresa Lane. This personal touch adds a layer of intimacy to the album, reflecting Haggard’s growth both as an artist and as a person. “If I Could Only Fly” not only highlights Haggard’s remarkable voice and songwriting skills but also stands as a meaningful work that resonates with his lifelong commitment to country music.
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Lyrics
I almost felt you touching me just now
I wish I knew which way to turn and go
I feel so good, and then then I feel so bad
I wonder what I ought to do
If I could only fly, if I could only fly
I’d bid this place goodbye, to come and be with you
But I can hardly stand, and I got no where to run
Another sinking sun, and one more lonely night
The wind keeps blowing somewhere everyday
Tell me things get better, somewhere, up the way
Just dismal thiking on a dismal day
Sad songs for us to bare
If I could only fly
If we could only fly
If we could only fly
There’d be no more lonely nights
You know sometimes I write happy songs
Then some little thing goes wrong
I wish they all could make you smile
Coming home soon and I wanna stay
Maybe we can somehow get away
I wish you could come with me when I go again
If I could only fly, if I could only fly
I’d bid this place goodbye, to come and be with you
But I can hardly stand, and I got no where to run
Another sinking sun, and one more lonely night